The rant post..

Argh..why are boys so annoying? I will never in my life understand them. I suggest we enroll them in a boy training scheme. Teach them all not to be annoying dickweeds. OK..the problem? I have been single ever since the psycho boyfriend incident of spring 2005 and since then have not fancied or had another relationship, and to be honest I've avoided them. The psycho has friggin put me off hasn't he? Or am I simply not bothered anymore..and choose to remain lonley forever no matter how much i want the 'perfect' boyfriend? My mind is so screwed I don't know the answer myself... Two boys fancy me and i don't fancy them. They're just friends to me, and thats all i want them to be, but when i tell or hint this they get in a strop. I admit I'd be the same, but aren't girls supposed to be the hormonal ones? Why do we always fall for the wrong people?
I really have no idea why anyone would be attracted to me anyway. Im 15 and I look about 12 thanks to my ridiculous shortness that nobody will let me forget for a miniute. I look like a child. It's humiliating and does nothing for my self esteem, which im unsure of the existance of. I also happen to moan alot as you can tell from this post. I do it alot. It annoys people. It annoys my best friend. It more then likely annoys everyone. But i can't stop myself. I just do it. People must hate me.
Not a single comment on my blog. Im not suprised really.
Hope you non existant lot are alot better. Take care xxx