"Don't you know that your toxic?"

Ok, so im an awful blogger. But to be truthful, I don't have a whole lot to write about, my life isn't too intresting. Im an awful diary keeper aswell. But more to the point, I just had to rant about a load of stuff on my mind that didn't fit onto one A5 diary page.
Well It happened again. I fell for a guy, and I just know my hearts gonna get its ass kicked again. Earlier this year, I really liked a guy and he made me think he liked me too, but no, friend terroitry AGAIN! Which was ironic because we went to watch "Just Friends" together. So just as I get my sad self over that total blow, which was alot more tragic than I've explained, I think I've fallen for my guy friend. Which isn't good in the slightest since Im pretty sure he only sees me as a friend. So Im trapped in this awkawd position of confusion and total mind of crapiness.
It's put me in an awful bad mood and I can't concenrate. Love really sucks.
I keep hinting that I like him but I don't think he has a clue, and I know boys are stupid and you have to spell these things out to them but come on, could I be more obvious?
Ok, this was an awful blog..and I am an awful writer.
Im off.
Stace
xx