A little less sixteen candels a little more touch me...
Today I turn 16. The big one-six. I think its alot more important and milestoney if your american. In Britain it's not that great. You can just smoke, have sex and play the lottery legally. All three i do none of. Although It might help me get a job more easier now. Either way, Im at home on my own. Alone on my birthday. Well for another hour then my mums back. Its been relaxing. I've beem christning my brand spanking new laptop. My first laptop. My birthday present, and taking my ever dissapointing love life into consideration, I think I may have to marry it.
Tonight Im having a sleepover and having 3 mates over. 2 boys and 2 girls, quite a nice ratio. I think it's going to be an intresting night, we have Rocky Horror, Penis straws, Party bags and pass the parcel. And he is going to be there.
If my birthday wasn't excitment enough, my prom was last night. Another important american occasion thats not as hyped up in the old united kingdom. It was really great. I went in a limo with my friends as we listened to a mix cd i made, then as we arrived at school, we got to walk the red carpet to our school as loads of people watched us. It was amazing, i felt like a superstar, and i did pose on the red carpet and I don't give a crap if i looked like a total poser. The decorations were fab and everyone danced and got on with each other. Well maybe not me and a certain person, lets call her 'Bitch', but the atmospehre was amazing. Even the teachers were going for it, teacher dance off anyone?
I wish I could do it all over again, and as for the current 'obsession', the one..him. I got to be close to him, latch onto his arm. Got an amazing picture with him (and the bessie), and even got to slow dance with him at the end of it all. But you know whats heart wrenchingly awful about it all? He doesn't feel a thing for me. I know he doesn't. I told him how i felt last week and nothing. He still like the other girl. So I have to deal with the mixed emotions, jealously and downright insanity of being a single teen.
But whatever..I looked amazing for once in my life.
Stace
xxx
Tonight Im having a sleepover and having 3 mates over. 2 boys and 2 girls, quite a nice ratio. I think it's going to be an intresting night, we have Rocky Horror, Penis straws, Party bags and pass the parcel. And he is going to be there.
If my birthday wasn't excitment enough, my prom was last night. Another important american occasion thats not as hyped up in the old united kingdom. It was really great. I went in a limo with my friends as we listened to a mix cd i made, then as we arrived at school, we got to walk the red carpet to our school as loads of people watched us. It was amazing, i felt like a superstar, and i did pose on the red carpet and I don't give a crap if i looked like a total poser. The decorations were fab and everyone danced and got on with each other. Well maybe not me and a certain person, lets call her 'Bitch', but the atmospehre was amazing. Even the teachers were going for it, teacher dance off anyone?
I wish I could do it all over again, and as for the current 'obsession', the one..him. I got to be close to him, latch onto his arm. Got an amazing picture with him (and the bessie), and even got to slow dance with him at the end of it all. But you know whats heart wrenchingly awful about it all? He doesn't feel a thing for me. I know he doesn't. I told him how i felt last week and nothing. He still like the other girl. So I have to deal with the mixed emotions, jealously and downright insanity of being a single teen.
But whatever..I looked amazing for once in my life.
Stace
xxx
posted by Stacey at 5:54 AM
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home